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Friday, August 28, 2009

Either to Mature or to Picky?

   Lately, I've found myself being drawn to this guy. I've known him for a while, goes to church and all that good stuff. He wants to be a marine. On the other hand, he's a small town farmer boy grown. If you follow the country boy sterotype or listen to country music you would know that country boys love to party. Thing is, partying isn't the bad thing. I, personally, don't drink beer ,but that's me. Do what you want to do and I'll keep to my own standards. I'm not judging you. It's whatever. What gets me is the things you do when your partying. I'm obviously not in the party crowd. I don't know all the things he's done, the girls he's made out with,ect. He's not perfect. I get that. What I do know is that a year ago he made out with one of my best friends at a party. That bugs me. I don't want a boyfriend who has done anything with my friends or a lot of other girls. I want a guy that values a kiss, a girl, and respects her. This is definately hard to find in High School. I think that's one reason I don't have boyfriends very often. I'm to scared that I'll get caught up in it and do things I'm not prepared to do or be labelled as a "prude" for my beliefs. I'm just saving myself for a special person I know that's going to come along eventually. Is that bad? That, and I look for somebody with the same beliefs I have. Wouldn't that make everything better? My friends say I'm too picky ,but I just think I'm mature. What do you think?


Saturday, August 22, 2009

Things are about to get crazy.

    As the summer is dying down, fall taking it's place, I can sense something looming amongst me. Now maybe I'm being over literate but I kid you not, I feel it! As if I'm about to "turn that corner" and I'm pretty sure I know what to expect but I'm not certain. School has offically arrived and now I'm ready to handle the battle against procrastination VS homework. Hopefully I'll handle it a bit better then I did last year ,but at the same time I believe I'm more prepared then I was last year as well.

    Perhaps one of the biggest change I faced this summer was my random love of running [only God knows how much I hated running.] I'm now taking part in several races and cross country in exchange for volleyball. After 4 years and a 4th place state title, it feels kind of weird but right at the same time. I can only hope the love won't fade, which I'm not expecting it to. In fact, I hope to go on to running year around and next year, in October, run a marathon ,but we just got to take it months at a time!

    This summer was definately a busy one, but a very productive at the same time. It's been one of the best but I can't help to think that I have a bit of damage control. After trying to balence running, family, work, volleyball, church [-cough- I spent a combined month of my summer doing church-related things =)], and odd ball things, I can't help to feel like I neglected some of my friends. I'm looking forward to football games, parties, bonfires, and sleepovers.

    In approx. 110 days - I swear it was 125 days not to long ago!- I will get my licnese - I'm NOT counting down, my ipod is =]- Then I'll be getting a job, and hopefully, I'll have tons of hours so I can make bank! And go on a shopping spree. Like I need one... Actually I do. But I have a lot of clothes.. anyways. At this time, I'll be balence... [dun dun dunnn] friends, family, running, job, homework., more then likely, a ton of chorse and A LIFE!

   Ohh but don't forget I really value my alone time and my relaxation time. That can be anywhere from long runs, to a nice night alone, just me, my TV, and my nice fluffy couch in my basement, to 1am showers and long conversations on IM. It's what I love most.

    I'm not complaining. To tell you the truth, I can almost say I'm looking forward to the next few months, but I can definately wait. I can't say I'm ready to return to the insanity of being a teenage girl in her sophmore year [What?! thats a whole other blog itself] But I'm up for the adventure.